11/21/17-11/22/17 written journal entries.
“My thoughts seem radical and irrational at first and at times. I would drive myself crazy trying to change my thought process.
I would ask myself, “‘Why am I feeling this way?’ ;’Why are my thoughts like this?’ ; ‘ Is my mind sick?’ ‘Nobody understands me.’
The frustration would rise as my thoughts became more complex. Or were they sporadically splattered and floating in a maze of brain waves? Not so complex, just different, just off focus, needs fixing. And purpose. And thought.
I know what I want, how to get it, and where it is; my purpose. I lack patience, but I’m working on it daily. Breathing out my tension in Fire Breaths. Relaxing my aura because it need not shine at every moment. It may be dim at times and that’s okay, it’s at deep rest.
I need confidence that every obstacle will come to pass. And once that obstacle has passed, I need to overcome the damage the obstacle caused, whether it be a scrape of the knee or a travesty. I need to wash it off my skin. Then, I can sprout and grow. Nothing is holding me down anymore. IM NOT HOLDING ME BACK ANYMORE. It’s time to get out of the mud.
I want my own natural hair care business. I’m going to get it. I have talent, the knowledge, the thirst to learn more knowledge and compassion to share it. Business cards are being made, and clientele is coming back. True Profit will come surely. An uncluttered mind and a sound soul equals greatness.
Patience and Meditation will assist in achieving these goals. I have my Sacred Space in where I meditate and listen to my calming music of Zen and flutes and singing bowls and vibrational lifting. This is a priority. Journal writing is a priority. Having a sound soul is priority. Even if I am re writing 10 Positive Affirmations, I am still much closer to manifesting my dreams into reality than if I didn’t write it again after the first time. ”
The evil veil in this world is lifting. The key to not being affected by those entities is having higher vibrations flowing from your mind. Higher than the evil. I do not need to even interact with them!
But remember evil energy flows in a 5th dimensional space as well and cam latch onto negative thought. Don’t numb yourself. Don’t zombify your muscles and brain cells. Don’t fall into the black hole.
Control and master your Spiritual Discernment, no matter the religious preference practiced behind it. Luciferian Energy takes hold in anyway it can to survive. Don’t let it leech on to your Beauty. What is your Satan? Kick it out of your world, shake it off your iron shirt, and Chase them Devil’s out of Earth!. “