Negative Thoughts affect me on a daily basis. Do they affect you?
I don’t activate them in my brain, they just come to. Is this true for you?
A positive light drowns in negative sorrow.
Overwhelming visions of yesteryear destroying a prosperous tomorrow.
Personal bullying and, ” No you can’t do thats” pop up like mold, suffocating my daily positive affirmations.
Deteriorating my health, I feel like a sick patient.
“What will they think if they see my ugly mole when I blink?”
“Is the gap between my teeth too wide for your phone screen? ”
“Does the pimple on my cheek distract you from my intellect?”
“Can you see my oxymoronic, blasphemous, second-guessing mindset?
I can’t even rhyme.
I’m losing my mind.
I just know its time.
For something else. To knock the negativity off my shelf.
To bury insecurity in a pine box. I pray they shrivel up and die and rot.
O, I’m done. I just wanna know….Can I stay positive?